What do I do with my life? The more I reflect on my current situation, the more I fall into a pit of self-doubt. Everyone around me seems to have their lives thought out, some in the medical field, some in law, some in business. Some have their entire lives planned out and have a step-by-step plan to reach their final goal.
I, on the other hand, am still going with the flow. I always say I'm going with the flow as if I have something brighter on the other side, but the truth is I have no idea what my future will look like. I'm doing well academically, well above the average. But what do these numbers mean in about 10 years?
I believe I have strengths, but are they as refined and mastered as others? Not really. Those around me who are good at graphic design are exceptionally good at it. Those who are good at content creation are well above the average Joe. Then there's me. I understand it takes time to build skills, but I feel like I should have that one thing I'm really good at by now. At 19 years of age, shouldn't I at least have an idea of what I do well and what I don't?
Perhaps I just need more time to think about it. As low as my self-confidence can be at times, I will always believe I can achieve so much as long as I put my all into it. And I always do.
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